A bird with a broken beak
Kept only out of pity
Locked in a caged and stared upon
You picked me cause no one else would
Because your heart is nice and good
But everyone else has a a bird so pretty
I am ugly kept only out out pity
And you tire of me
Even your kind heart cant take it
You want a pretty colorful bird like everyone else
I am set free
It wasn't that hard
I'll fly off
And wont bother you again
The longer you kept me
The more attached i grew
Sad knowing it would end soon
Knowing i was nothing but a bird kept out of pity
My insecurities only fly by night
if i set them free in the light
they run back scared that
they will be seen
and no longer so well hidden
only at night i let my insecurities fly
my insecurities and i
are shy
i walk around
all smiles
so happy and nonchalant
beneath the surface
my facade starts to crack
been wearing this smile for so long
that it hurts
and i keep quiet and let you speak
hiding so well
the outrage beneath
after all
I'm nothing but a small shy girl
with no opinions of my own
no voice with which
i could yell
I was supposed to grow out of these fears
But i haven't
It was supposed to be just a phase
But its not
Hate to burst your bubble
But you were wrong
confusion is a
permanent state of being
for me at this time
