Umm Read, they're good-ish :I

I wonder if your thoughts turn to me
As often as mine to you
And if indeed thay happen to
And if my image
Should flit across your mind
Before your very eyes
I cant help but wonder at the expression on your face
One of Love
Or hate?
Of regret
Maybe pain

Remember when we used to be friends?
Just you and I
Back in the good old days
But then we grew up
And you and I were nothing but a phase


The past was a nightmare
The present is divine
But still I find myself
Wishing I could turn back time

Tricks of the mind

I always thought

That I was a realistic girl

I trust in my eyes

Forget what you want to see

And look instead to see what is there

So imagine my suprise to return years later

To find

What i thought was truth before

was merely an illusion

Settled in my mind like a fact

Waiting till one day i chose to look back

To find an illusion

better yet

A mirage resting there

The hurricane known as Us

Explosions and rainbows and no silences occur

We fill in each others words

We're so fast

We're a blur

Can't stop us at all

So very immature

Seperated we were amazing

Each a tightly bound

Package of a rare material

We like to call controlled chaos

But together....

We are like an explosion of juice

Of love and rocks

And a bunch of other stuff that doesn't seem like it belongs

But strangely enough does

And nothing can hold us

Though these fools still build their walls

We break them down

So we can laugh and jump and spin

And laugh at the mess we've created

Music

I like my music loud
So what if i cant hear my thoughts
Maybe thats the point
Maybe i dont want to hear me
Or the world
Maybe I wish you would all shut up

Or I could just love the sound
The way i feel when the music is loud
Like there's nothing but me
Me and the beat

I Might think the music is like a book
An escape from this unwanted reality
And in that short time he's singing my song
I find my self immersed and never wanting to leave

It's possible that the music is one big hug
The louder I play it the tighter it it gets
And the feeling that i am loved forms
I could listen for days
The song won't ever stop
We'll never step away from this embrace

I like my music loud
Today I found my self wondering why

Ignore me i'm being a melodramatic fool at the moment :]

It's funny how you say your different
But you and him
You both act the same
Despite not looking alike at all
I could swear you were twins
It's funny how you both want the same thing
It's funny how you can make me laugh
Make my smile so wide
Then turn around and make me cry
By it's funny how
I mean miserable
And heartbreakingly sad
Yeah that sound your hearing
Sound of my heart breaking
Tears pouring
Why do i feel like i'm dying?
I don't think i can live through this again
Hopefully the next one
Is nothing like you or him...


It's happening again
This time I know enough
To read the signs
In between the lines
Your showing the symptoms
I can tell you want to leave
And I don't know why
I thought for once
I was doing everything right
Turns out
Yet again
I was wrong

I dont know ;]

They follow you

A trail behind your back

And you worry

That they'll see through you

Driving you wild

Destroying your mind

Always following at your sides

Incriminating you at every turn

Like attached to you

Is a Guilty sign

They grow uncontrollable

The twisted children of your mind

You poor soul

Why did you ever unleash

Upon the world

Your little white lies