January 28, 2010

Time heals all wounds

But what if in the process of recovery

We reopen these wounds

Same cut, different knife

Leaving doesnt hurt any less

Than being left

January 20, 2010

Trés depressing o.o

Of all the people that have come

Of the people that have gone

The loss of you

Hurts me most

I see you, I miss you

It doesn't matter

To you I've become invisible

There's plenty of fish in the sea

But no fish were ever as happy as we

No fish smiled like we did

And no fish sadder than I

When the sea carried us on different paths

So to all the fish in the sea

I don't think you could be

A better best friend than she

January 10, 2010

Cause you left me alone to think

It's hard to speak when you won't say anything

Got me wondering what i did

Was it me?

It probably was

I always manage to screw up

Oh my god, I can't believe you got me thinking like this again

Like everything is my fault

Spent years building back up my self esteem

After they trampled and stepped all over it

And Just one word from you can me me feel like shit

Got me doubting me again

I can't believe this

You were suppose to be good for me

Weren't you suppose to be the medicine

Thing is you not curing anything

So what you doing here?

It's time i realized

The problem is not me

The Truth

It's hard to live your life
When every single day
You gotta worry bout what people say
Everyday Someone sends a critism your way
Like their only job in the world
Is Trying to make you feel
Like you are less than you are
But if your like me
You know it doesnt make you less of a star
Cause You know
Haters tend to gather around
Someone who's bound
For sucess

Ehh Time, cause it confuses me

We're just kids
We've got our whole lives for work
Right now I want fun
Time moves too fast at times
Everyday goes by so fast
Like we running at the speed of light
I wish it would all slow down
With each passing day
I grow older
April, june, may
In no time we'll be at college
And then we'll be Mother, Fathers
And our kids will have kids
Then we'll be gone
All the world will have
Is memories
The things we did, said
What we wrote or drew
Who we inspired, Raised
You better leave something for the world
To remember you by


Time moves too fast
Yesterday is already the past
Today won't last much longer
Everyday, our time together
Comes closer to an end
Closer to a rip, a tear
That no tailor could mend
We can lie to each other
Say we'll be together forever
But i run through life with no plan
And I know you have a short attention span
Eventually me and you gonna have to split
But for awhile there
I was loving it

Time is a botomless pit
And we're all falling through it
But as someone famous once said
Everything must end
The rules of gravity don't apply here
You could be stopped forever
Stranded in midair
At whatever age you are
Then it all stops for you
You might be dead
But time continues to move
There are new people, Tiny babies
Just starting to fall through

January 09, 2010

thinking about the times i spent
wondering if i was wasting my time
knowing i had no chance
but having fantasies all the same
wishing i for the unfeasible to happen.

its been a year and a half now
i never see you
i want to be with you
its not fair that when i finally gathered my courage
fair lady fortune left me on my own.

but fairness is some thing that will not come
so i curse my fate and think
about tomorrow
that distant future
that i spent my time gazing through a keyhole at.

January 08, 2010


So i guess it's over


Here are the new rules


Dont think of, speak of me


I'm far too good for your silly memory


You and I


Will never again be lumped into a "we"


And.....is that really the end of things?


This is what all those good times and laughs


Amounted to?


Is this really how everything turned out?


Seems that way so...goodbye


One more thing...


I'll miss you