February 18, 2010

A thought occured to me


Maybe my stories are all one-sided


Could it be we were both victims


Our visions were clouded


By our supposed love


Our Alleged adoration


Presented with Flowers, Hugs and many I love you's


As a demonstration


Of this nonsense that soon proved to be


Nothing but infatuation


Until reality rained on our parade


As it so often does


Reality came in the shape of a shapely female


Destined to ruin our perfect fairytale


Reality Rained, Snowed and Hailed


All over the place


I was once proud to call my heart


Made a disgrace


Of where my love and each one of my poems start


Ripped me apart


Like I was no more blood and flesh


Than the paper these words are inked and printed on


Then I watched as you left me


Watched you run away with her


Till you were both gone


Distant figures against the sun


Burned in my memory


A tale of a love that went on so long


Of a couple that thought they were one


And how they learned they were wrong

I thought we were connected souls

That together was where we were meant to be

You remember saying all that?

Remember all your lies to me?

Nah probably not

They were to much to count

See I remember everything

The way I trusted you

To look back now

How embarassing

Everything you said

Embellished

See You like the chase and

I wanna chill and live life

I know that scares you

So you moved on

Go do what you do best

Act a fool

Funny how you think your cool

Not the realizing the the world is laughing

At your ignorance

Oh how embarrasing

You thought your games

Would cause me to break down crying?

I laugh at your daring

The way you passed up the best

Forever ignoring whats in front of you

For taking advantage of my undying love for you

Wait undying.... I said that?

Nah it aint true

Cause my love died a while ago

I cremated it

Then watched the wind blow

It away

Now living my life

With each passing day

I think less of you

Less of your lies

And how nothing you said was true