Oh wow, I kinda just went through EVERYTHING like from day uno
and Damn, I never realized I was such a lovesick fool
I'm so very different now, I hope
Bye byeeee

If you want to
You can cry
You can curl into a ball
Exclaim that you want to die
Receed from the world and become very shy
Love raindrops, because they look like tears falling
From the sky
There is no need to lie
Please don't pretend you're fine
No need to hide your misery
With a mask that smiles
You can cry for now
It's just you and me
But soon enough the sun will break through
Brightness will erase the gray
For tommorow is another day
Let us leave this sorrow
With haste, without delay

Who am I to you?
You seem to have forgotten
Im nothing, a dream
I dont care about their proof
They could have pictures, videos and tapes
To convince my mind it was true
But with my heart I'd still believe you
If only tommorow could bring us back
To where we were yesterday
When I didnt know
Today would cause so much heart break

I will not cry
And if I do
It's not because of you
Only the fault of the large amount of emotion
Sent to pierce my tear ducts
See I keep remembering that
Beautiful cyan blue sky
When you looked at me and said goodbye
Did you leave because I expected you to
Or did I expect you to because you would leave
From the things I write
It's easy to surmise
That you were full of lies
See what nobody knows is that you were an angel
That we took rides above the sky
Well you're gone now
Thats why i'm crying
I have no wings
It's hard to walk
When you're used to flying
Thought you were mine forever to own
But I guess it was just a loan
Now I'm just someone you've outgrown

A thought occured to me

Maybe my stories are all one-sided

Could it be we were both victims

Our visions were clouded

By our supposed love

Our Alleged adoration

Presented with Flowers, Hugs and many I love you's

As a demonstration

Of this nonsense that soon proved to be

Nothing but infatuation

Until reality rained on our parade

As it so often does

Reality came in the shape of a shapely female

Destined to ruin our perfect fairytale

Reality Rained, Snowed and Hailed

All over the place

I was once proud to call my heart

Made a disgrace

Of where my love and each one of my poems start

Ripped me apart

Like I was no more blood and flesh

Than the paper these words are inked and printed on

Then I watched as you left me

Watched you run away with her

Till you were both gone

Distant figures against the sun

Burned in my memory

A tale of a love that went on so long

Of a couple that thought they were one

And how they learned they were wrong

I thought we were connected souls

That together was where we were meant to be

You remember saying all that?

Remember all your lies to me?

Nah probably not

They were to much to count

See I remember everything

The way I trusted you

To look back now

How embarassing

Everything you said

Embellished

See You like the chase and

I wanna chill and live life

I know that scares you

So you moved on

Go do what you do best

Act a fool

Funny how you think your cool

Not the realizing the the world is laughing

At your ignorance

Oh how embarrasing

You thought your games

Would cause me to break down crying?

I laugh at your daring

The way you passed up the best

Forever ignoring whats in front of you

For taking advantage of my undying love for you

Wait undying.... I said that?

Nah it aint true

Cause my love died a while ago

I cremated it

Then watched the wind blow

It away

Now living my life

With each passing day

I think less of you

Less of your lies

And how nothing you said was true

Time heals all wounds

But what if in the process of recovery

We reopen these wounds

Same cut, different knife

Leaving doesnt hurt any less

Than being left

Trés depressing o.o

Of all the people that have come

Of the people that have gone

The loss of you

Hurts me most

I see you, I miss you

It doesn't matter

To you I've become invisible

There's plenty of fish in the sea

But no fish were ever as happy as we

No fish smiled like we did

And no fish sadder than I

When the sea carried us on different paths

So to all the fish in the sea

I don't think you could be

A better best friend than she

Cause you left me alone to think

It's hard to speak when you won't say anything

Got me wondering what i did

Was it me?

It probably was

I always manage to screw up

Oh my god, I can't believe you got me thinking like this again

Like everything is my fault

Spent years building back up my self esteem

After they trampled and stepped all over it

And Just one word from you can me me feel like shit

Got me doubting me again

I can't believe this

You were suppose to be good for me

Weren't you suppose to be the medicine

Thing is you not curing anything

So what you doing here?

It's time i realized

The problem is not me